I think I need a more 'grown-up' blog.

Something simple.

Something nice(r).

and I need to take more photos.

I think I'm losing touch.

hmm..

Till my new blog, then.

love.

I'm in the Spotlight, like OMG!

OMG! They really did publish my photos!!

Seeing my name so huge in public..damn shy laaaa!!

lol~

They even included my crappy 'interview' thingy!

UNEDITED!!

like, OMG!!

I'm currently super shy yet kinda proud of myself.

muahahaha!!

Some more got more 'likes' than the previous fan spotlight.

tee hee...

Okay. Enough about that. Damn SS d..haha.

About today.

I met this super stubborn salesperson.

GAH!!

I ordered Honeydew+Chocolate Bubble Milk Tea,

(yes, my own concoction)

the lady insisted that the two flavours do not go well and refused to take my order!!

Sooooo damn annoyed!

pffttt.....!~

Am I the one drinking, or the salesperson??

and aren't customers ALWAYS RIGHT even when they're wrong??

Thus, I did not get to enjoy my bubble tea on this bloody hot day!

Furthermore, the office had a blackout when we got back.

BLARDYYYY HOT, I TELL YOU!!

T_T

Dying of Exhaustion.

Hello, 608th post.

It's been a really long time.

I am so bloody tired words cannot describe.

It's been a real hectic week this week and

this shall be a really wordy post explaining my week's 'hecticness'.

Sorry, only a picture of my awesome dog, celebrating his 14th birthday yesterday.

and yes, he loves fresh cream! =P

Back to my crazily awesome hectic week.

Started of with signages and construction drawings

that have been going on for the last 3 weeks already.

Signage designs for the Bintulu building were finally done,

and please be reminded that 'construction drawings' mentioned here

refers only to the signages. NOT the whole building!

Just a few plastic pieces and we're already half dead doing the drawings.

haha.

The layout actually.

AutoCAD sucks.

blehhh...~

So, Monday Tuesday, gone.

Wednesday, another full day completing the signage set.

Then dinner at Kim Bay for Yen Chew's birthday.

Thursday was, omg. so crazy!

Worked till lunch,

drove out for lunch,

headed back to office to pack,

rushed back home,

showered, packed,

headed off to Inti for UK Edu Fair,

rushed home,

grabbed packed bag,

went over to Riverside Majestic,

helped arranged goodies for dinner,

dressed up,

attended PAMSC Gala Dinner 2011,

went back hotel room to camwhore,

went up to the 18th floor for VIP After-party,

met drunk Alvin (ex-lecturer), Dr. Tan Loke Mun, PAM President and Nippon Paint guy,

then headed back home at midnight.

*phew!*

Friday was an awfully sleepy day for me.

I almost died trying to stay awake in the office.

Not forgetting to mention I arrived an hour late to work.

Helped made trees,

helped photographed models,

helped doing slide layouts,

went home,

showered,

napped,

went out for dinner,

waited an hour for food,

had food,

got home,

watched an episode of Pretty Little Liars

(my current favourite show),

and finally KO-ed.

Saturday, today,

oh, so tiring as well!

Probably my first time missing Earth Hour since it started a few years back.

Darn it!

Attended the PAM Design Forum at BCCK from 8am up till 5pm,

and was on duty at the PAM booth till 9pm.

Soooooo tiring!!!

and now it's 10:40pm.

I think I'm gonna go KO in a bit.

Another full day at the PAM Booth tomorrow!

*faints*

260211.

omaigod im so annoyed no words can describe.

okay maybe not that annoyed but still annoyed.

people and their broken promises. gah.

what people say about rules meant to be broken,

promises, not so much.

dont make promises you cant keep.

at least a simple sorry for not being able to keep it.

dont be a smart ass. that's just plain annoying.

oh, not forgetting childishness and picking fights.

thats just...hilarious.

anyway

this goes out to anyone who thinks they have broken any promises.

im just here to express my annoyance.

i shall have chuck and blair to calm my senses.

goodbye.

Heartache.

The dog's been really sick today

and I pray nothing bad will happen throughout tonight.

Amen.

"My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength..."

And I remember,

I will never be alone.

Screw them hostile people.

haha.

kidding.

Why do people have to be so hostile?

The Twist.

Yet another Friday night spent at home.

I really really really really really really really really

really really really really really really really

wanna go out dancing!

Pretty in Pink.

It sucks, doesn't it?

When someone's going on and on about something you don't really wanna know about

but secretly you do

and yet when they go on about it

the voice inside your head just screams wishing that they'd stop.

It's a quarter after one,

I'm all alone

and I need you now.

Whip My Hair.

I feel like dancing.

and it's already the second week of November.

gotta get started on my portfolio and hunt for a job!

results out in a couple more days.

can't wait!

and i wonder what happened to the human readers?

having all those advertisement robots flooding my chatbox is so.not.fun.

181010.

Today marks the end of my bachelor degree in Architecture!

Just had my one and only exam paper - Construction and Structures 3.

Wasn't as hard as I expected, and I prayed real hard! =)

So, if all goes well, I shall have my Bachelor of Design (Architecture) by December!

Nando's for dinner,

and Maccer's soft serve for dessert.

Omaigod, damn excited!!

And have I mentioned before that there are so many things that I want right now??!

There's this...and that..and that...

and more of this...and that...

Grrr...!!~

I shall not list them down here until I get them.

*fingers crossed*

anddd...not forgetting..

the list-long of places I HAVE TO eat at,

and visit

before I leave Melbourne. (maybe for good.)

and Mummy coming in a month and a half's time!

and the trip to Sydney!

and.....so many other plans!

I hope all plans go as planned and none unplanned!

Damn excited for the holidays,

although I am really not sure what are there in store yet.

haha.

Fingers crossed for the Olympus,

since I've lost the Canon.

BOTH Canons!

Darn it!

Ebay's so addictive.

and so many fingers crossed!

lol.

Mood Swings.

Had our final Archi Studio 3B review last Monday,

and I had major mood swings that day.

(I doubt it was PMS. lol)

The day started off with me being too overly excited with the whole thing.

(It was, after all my final studio review for my degree.)

After pin-up and the non-verbal 'review' (=.=)

I just felt drained and moody.

Maybe it was cuz all the hardwork didn't get any feedback on the spot. BLEHH.~

(have I mentioned I totally dislike the unit chair for this studio?)

Well,

after a long and slow walk back home,

and the short talk on the phone,

I felt better.

and I was all excited again after a bit.

lol.

Like, seriously,

I just don't get myself sometimes.

Anyway, premier for Resident Evil 4 after

and had the spiciest Kung Pao Chicken of my life

my head nearly exploded!

The 3D effects were awesome, by the way.

I never had bullets and those Ninja star-shaped thingy flying straight at me ever before!

haha.

Of Embarrassment and Disappointment.

So, my answer to the most-embarrasing-moment-I've-experienced question:

Happily picking out tonnes of stuff from the supermarket,

got to the cashier,

checked out all the items

then discovering we didn't have money to pay for them.

The cashier had to close off the counter,

asked the rest of the queue to move on to another counter,

and finally announcing on the mic to get someone over to cancel our purchase

because, as she put it,

"They can't afford to pay for their things."

(She didn't say this on the mic of course)

But, omaigod.

Standing there while she does the cancelling and

explaining the situation to the other staff.

It was...

T_T

But thank God for immediate online cash transfer and my 1GB internet data,

we managed to pay for our groceries in the end.

haha.

and today,

I lost the bid for the very first item I fell head over heels in love with on eBay.

If you saw it,

I bet you will feel my heartache as well.

lol.

Darn that person who increased the bid $20 over my budget in the last 20 seconds.

GAH!

Damn heartbroken.

Crossing my fingers hoping I'll find another one of the exact same thing somewhere.

At a cheaper price, hopefully.

=(

170910.

"Littlest things count because that's what makes our friendship last that long."

I stole this line, but I like.

hehe.

Skype conference with the bunch the other night was awesome!

2 hours full of babi-ness and unicorns from the DJ in Kedah

and 2 hours of crazy laughing all the way from Kuching.

You gotta thank Lady Gagita for that.

haha.

and again, too much fun in one night must have drained out my energy for the week.

Been feeling really tired and moody since that night.

500-word essay submission this coming Tuesday and I can barely write 200 words.

sigh...~

Mega Vintage Warehouse Sale happening in Melbourne right now

and I don't have the energy to go as well.

I mean, how often do I miss these kinda things?!

Bugger.

It sucks because it's the final few weeks of my degree,

and I think I've ran out of energy to go on till the finish line.

I just want the holidays and be back home.

150910.

Today's a chocolaty, chocolaty day.

Other than the Briyani Spaghetti that I fried the night before,

all I had today was

a piece of Tim Tam, a mug of hot chocolate, a chocolate muffin and 3 slices of Nutella bread.

Design's going well so far,

although it looks a bit like a 'pregnant lady with small feet'.

lol.

Can't wait for tute this Thursday to get feedbacks and get started with the final design.

20 more days till the end of semester!

and I officially hate Blogger for compressing my photos.

Grrr...!!~

Oh, and I love Australia for its cheap yet awesome chocolates!

=D

Jump.

It's the time of the semester again,

the time where I feel like I can just die anytime.

Three more weeks and still no building.

How else dead can one be?

Looks like I can say goodbye to my one week holiday

and hello to days with no telling between sunrise and sunsets.

Grrr....!~

Counting Stars.

I thought flu meds would help me sleep.

and just to clarify, I took them because I'm having flu.

Sleep issues aside.

Three hours later,

I'm still up and about doing stuff,

both work and non-work related.

and it's already 3am, mind you.

I think I need sleeping pills.

Like, seriously.

It sucks that I can't sleep at night.

Although I think my lavender candle is quite helpful,

and I totally love the scent.

Thanks. hehe.

But it sucks that I can't keep it burning through the night

for fear that I might burn down the whole house with me and my friends in it,

which I think has a very high chance of happening if I were to let it burn.

lol.

K. enough ramblings.

Goodnight.

I finally got my G11 to do what I've always wanted it to do.

lol.

Been feeling kinda emo lately.

Ever since the 6-hour Merdeka celebration.

I wonder whether the emo-ness is due to the fact

that I had too much fun all in one night

or is it just the time-of-the-month?

I've always wondered;

is there a 'fun-quota' or is it just me?

Too much fun all at once tends to get me all emo and moody afterwards.

hmm..

ijustfeellikewritingsomething.

idontfeelrightandidontknowwhy.

itsjustsohorrible

especiallyattwointhemorning

withnoonetotalkto.

and

iwannatakeawesomepictures.

itstrue.

idohaveanextremelyshortattentionspan.

ijustcanthelpmyself.

andyes,

iamselfish.

sometimes.

icanthelpiteither.

ithinkiknowwhatishoulddo.

ijustdontknowhowtodoit.

ifeelhorrible.

itjustdoesntfeelthesameanymore.

ormaybeitsjustme.

itisjustme.

sigh.

goodnight.